The Naturopathy treatments were underway, but Ganadhipati Tulsi was with a mental dilemma. On 16th June, 1997, he wrote in his diary, "I was unable to sleep the whole night and had an unusual feeling of uneasiness. Everyone around me was in sound sleep. The only thought revealed in my mind was - if I am not feeling well, then why not leave this body and free my soul from this world. I then consulted the doctors about this matter, but the doctors suggested me to let the treatment continue for at least one week."