Again on 5th May we went to the same room. First, we are asked to do yoga practice. Then all of us were ready for Preksha Meditation. With determined will I got deep into the meditative mood. I could see a scene which I could have never imagined. It was probably a hillock. This was probably Ooty in Tamil Nadu. The board was there. I was standing on this hillock with a gun in my hand. I was dressed in red. I was giving training to the soldiers for war. People used to call me Bhagat Singh.
During kayotsarg I could feel that my body had relaxed. My mind seemed to be engrossed in other experiences. I felt I had left the body. Though I wanted to speak but I could not. It was a strange experience. I did not feel the existence of the body. I was only a thinking mind.